My dearest Yeon-seo,
They know.
I have been summoned. Questioned. Stripped down not just in body but in soul. They demanded your name. Over and over. With words at first. Then with fists. Then with things I do not wish to describe.
I have not given it. Not yet.
You must understand why I let you go so suddenly. It was not because I ceased to love you. It was because the Party discovered us, and silence was the only shield I had left to offer you.
But the walls are closing in. My silence grows heavier each day. My body weaker. I do not know how much longer I can hold out.
If you are still anywhere near Pyongyang—leave. Disappear so completely that even memory cannot find you.
I cannot protect you anymore.
Yours in what remains of me,
Ri Yong-hwan